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[9. 1. 11 // @ 1 : 02 am] |
OUR HOPEEEESSSS blah blahablahablahaba
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today was boring jack came round at 1 in the morning till half two and it was stupid.
did nothing much today,
me and rosie were gonna see snakes on a plane but oh well, we played animal crossing instead in the graveyard for an hour, then played on those free things, sending email's to our selves.
Then we went to Jack's house and watched Donny Darko on his bed and I bought a magazine that had a Picture of dan or aaron marner (can't tell them apart) alledgedly giving Peaches Geldof drugs and blaaaaaaaaaaahhh, THAT was my birthday.
I got the complete series of Curb your Enthusiasm WHICH IS GONNA BE AMAZING WE'LL HAVE A MARATHON YEAHEAYEAHAEYEHAEYEAHEYEHA
annnnnnd a film, I forgot what it was though, ripper fish? no I dunno
ummmm BYREGBYBEYBYEBYEBYEBEYE
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[2. 11. 07 // @ 11 : 50 pm] |
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Give blood, make love and don't think ( twice. )
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[12. 24. 06 // @ 8 : 46 pm] |
What would be perfect solution would be if , like NO-ONE KNEW, least of all david.
Only me, rosie,alex and him of course.
But it was nothing yeah?
And if you get bored at parties then it's ok to get off with him and have no repercussions.
hahahahaahahaa
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it's so BIZARRE
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[11. 6. 06 // @ 8 : 49 pm] |
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things can only get better after a year of this right?
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[7. 29. 06 // @ 7 : 16 pm] |
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Nick's was good.
It was quite fun and Benji's my favourite.
I watched aupocolypse now and it was really good.
Then I had a dream that was me, alex and Tom Jones (?) robbed a bank and Benji drove the getaway car into a lampost. But Jimi was sitting on the lampost, so he sat on top of the car.
I'm going to radnor gardens tonight.
Probably be boring unless calum and henry get supremly pissed (probable) and if benji comes later on with Mela Rosa.
Joss went to hosptial and oli smith was 'hit by a car' but he's ffiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinne.
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[7. 28. 06 // @ 11 : 47 am] |
I had a strange dream and what it was was that emma aston came up to me in a pub and said :"If you bully those waldegraves I'll fuckin' beat you up".
Then I laughed
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[7. 24. 06 // @ 12 : 03 am] |
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But your blood is alive.
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But your brother's ( alive. )
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[7. 6. 06 // @ 8 : 50 pm] |
haha,
I love how most of the entries on my 'friends' list are mainly just being bitches to chrissy.
If you hate her so much and she means so little to you, then don't waste the fucking time writing stuff on livejournal, it's hardly like she'll read it, and it's a bit pointless trying to 'not be a bitch' by not nameing who this crap is to because it's obvious and if you really think that she's not going to realize, if she did read it, that it's about her, then that's just another insult to her intelligence. Which makes you fucking idiots as bad as her even if she HAS been doing all the shit that people have been saying.Not to mention all the other things you fucking arses have probably been making her feel. This is if she has been doing everything you say she has, so what? A couple of frankly stupid and unbelivable lies and so what? I know how she's feeling because nearly the same thing happened to me, apart from I don't remember doing anything particulary wrong, but if my memory is incorrect, I'm sure you'll all remind me so I shalln't er, worry.
And if I've got completely the wrong end of the stick, and NONE of the entries are R.E Chrissy, then stop being cowards and just write who they're about, because it's quite pointless really isn't it? If you think about it.
To be honest, I believe that maybe I only had it worse in one way because it was my best friend that was against me as far as I can remember, but now, for chrissy, people that she's known for years have suddenly decided to hate her for stupid reasons and because they are oversensitive or may I say, paranoid. Or maybe just yearning for some attention, which would hardly be suprising really.
What would be the point of making a scene about something stupid? You lot make yourselves look like twats by letting it 'upset' you, I'll only take the time to write this because I have the time and you should fucking learn what it feels like and I hope that in the future you fucking do.
So you're friends with someone, and meet all their friends, you think things are cool, you're friends with all these people, think they're decent people.
You fall out with the first person because of something stupid (usually), then the nice, decent people you met before turn out to be shallow, sycophantic cretins that'll do whatever the first person will because the first person is dominant or 'popular'. Really all that means is that they have an unaturally loud and irratating voice coupled with a fucking obnoxious personality. Big fucking deal really.
For Chrissy it's a bit worse really isn't it?
She's been in her group for years, been deluded by these idiots for years, and now they've finally built up the guts to strike out against one individual in their 'group'.
Wow, you're really big people guys, you showed everyone how cool you really are didn't you.
Y'all seem to think that you can pick on people that are 'lower on the social status' to make yourselves feel and look 'cooler'. Yeah, because intimidating people is well cool innit. Fucking hell, the only reason there are a moderatly large group of you doing it is because no-one wants to drop out. No-one wants to be next.
That's real loyalty isn't it?
That shows how you treat your friends well doesn't it?
It's not fucking worth having 'friends' if really they're just people that follow around because they don't want to be picked on.
I'm sure that just being yourself and not being a stuck up, pretentious idiot with her arse so stuck up herself that she could eat her own shit without a knife or fork would probably mean that you would have no proper friends either, but at least you wouldn't have deluded fools following and hanging on every last word that you utter. Laughing at the most fucking cold jokes. Or joining you on making a chosen person feel like shit,
even if they have a shit time at school without their oldest friends ripping the fucking piss out of them to attempt to improve their social standing.
Of course, Kirsten and Chrissy may well be used to it by now but really, considering all you lot have done, you've at least equalled, probably overrun anything that either of them have done wrong.
Yeah, social standing, everyone says that it's people being arrogant and that it only exists in american teen movies, but it isn't and it doesn't. It's in our school and it's in all our lives because there are some people that have a shitty life and some people that don't. It doesn't matter who preaches about it because it's the same for all of us so don't try to fucking justify or deny anything.
There are the big fucking cheeses and the weeds. There are the averages, the people never noticed particulary unless they're being irratating. The averages know they are low, so have to stoop to the fucking dirt to try and scrape some fucking 'respect'. They try to do this by making the weeds' lives shit, and all's fair in the social war, it doesn't matter how long or how well you know someone, if they threaten your social standing then their fucked. It never matters whose fault it is. Never, only the fact that they're an obsticle that's hacked to pieces. It doesn't matter how close or how much you may love them or not. They're always fucked.
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[3. 29. 06 // @ 8 : 03 pm] |
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She's the kind of girl who looks for love in all the lonely places,
the kind who comes to poker, pockets filled with kings and aces.
She's the kind of girl who only asks you over when its raining,
just to make you lie there catching water dripping from the ( ceiling. )
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[3. 26. 06 // @ 8 : 05 pm] |
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FAKE TALES OF SAN FRANCISO.bruhh |
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Rags and riches, I made three wishes,
I've been a bad girl and kissed the witches,
I dance naked with animals I've seen more than you,
ever dreamed ( possible. )
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[3. 26. 06 // @ 2 : 59 am] |
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Joanna Newsom generally. |
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Svetlana sucks lemons across from me,
and I am progressing abominably.
And I do not know my own way to the sea
but the saltiest sea knows its own way to ( me. )
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[3. 7. 06 // @ 9 : 13 pm] |
Don't hold on
Go get strong
or don't you know
there's no modern ( romance. )
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[2. 19. 06 // @ 12 : 46 am] |
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Fever to Tell YYYs |
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I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad as you strangle the captain
My place may be taken, but make no mistake
From a little black box I can say without shame
That you've lost
Do you know what you've ( lost? )
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[2. 5. 06 // @ 3 : 50 pm] |
Mine desilusions acquainted,
Bubbles erotica,
Plutonium wedding rings,
Icicles stretching,
Bicycles, shoestrings,
One flag, flaggy but one,
Painting the paintings of the ( alive. )
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[1. 28. 06 // @ 1 : 31 pm] |
Your mind is awakening, your soul is repenting
Stop pissing away all the hours and days
Take one last look at me, this is what you will be
If you keep on this way we will all turn to ( fire! )
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[1. 16. 06 // @ 8 : 55 pm] |
MY BAND MY BAND MY BAND
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[1. 9. 06 // @ 7 : 24 pm] |
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There is a finger missing,
On my right hand.
A butcher's hand in a butterfly wingspan.
The sky hangs on a thread,
as I paint the white picket fence red.
Say am I alive?
Or am I ( dead? )
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[1. 2. 06 // @ 8 : 58 pm] |
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With your feet in the air and your head on the ground
Try this trick and spin it, yeah
Your head will collapse
But there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself
( Where is my mind? )
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